NO WORDS

I’m sleeping with my own biological brother and I can’t just stop it

I am a 35 year old single woman from one of the densely populated townships in Kitwe. Form the onset I must introduce my self that I am a sex worker, that is the job I do to feed myself.

I know many people will have difficulties in believing my story but it happened and I keep asking myself why I did that.

When the Zambia national soccer team was playing Ivory Coast in the finals of the Africa Cup this year in Gabon, I made a pledge to about 15 men I was watching football with in my small house that should Zambia lift the Cup for the first time, there were going to sleep with me as part of my contribution to my country. I am a serious soccer fan and I love football, this is why I was forced to make this pledge to the men.

While we were watching football we were busy drinking beer including spirits which I bought from the previous outing and when the Zambian player Stopila Sunzu scored the winning spot kick, many people in our community went in town celebrating but the men I was watching football with demanded that I fulfill my pledge, I told them not to worry and I instructed them to make a line from the sitting room and up to the bedroom and they started coming in one by one sleeping with me.

I remember towards the end a fight between the men ensued when one man took long while sleeping with, his friends beat him up for taking wrong.

What I did not know is that my young brother aged 27 who had gone to Ndola to visit returned the same day and was busy drinking beer with his friends within Kitwe and while I was sleeping with the men, my brother popped in and also joined the queue without knowing what the queue was and was the last person to sleep with me, after he finished sleeping with me, we all slept on the same bed and in the morning when we were all sober we were all shocked to find ourselves in our birth day suits, completely naked on the same bed. We all pretended like nothing happened.

My brother usually sleeps on the sitting or living room while I sleep in the bedroom, I must admit that both my brother and I we drink beer, I was shocked to find my brother on my bed demanding for sex two days later, we ended up having sex and since then a strong love has developed between the two of us and we sleep on the same bed. I also enjoy having sex with him because of his ability to learn new things while having sex. He has since stopped me from going into town to do my night business. Our parents died many years ago, we live all by ourselves.

I know what we are doing is bad but my brother says he loves me and that I made I mistake to sleep with him the first day and that he cannot stop. I have tried to stop but I have difficulties to stop. We have since relocated to another densely populated township within Kitwe because some people are aware of what is happening between the two of us.

Sister X.