PASTOR DIS

Dear Readers,

I’am a lady, 21 years old. I have tried several times to break away but it is not working. He is not making it easy for me to leave him. He provides for my every need including financial and love

It all started when my mum’s friend invited me to his church. I became friends with the pastor and he constantly visits me at the University. One day, we were both chatting in my house and before I was aware, he was kissing me. To be honest, I enjoyed every bit of it and so from that time, we constantly kissed and caressed each other. Later, because I was a virgin, we started to have anal s*x and much later we made love the natural way.
We have been having s*x for over 5 years now. We have s*x in my bedroom, my sitting hall, his marital home (married with 2 children), his work place etc. When we are having s*x, I enjoy every moment because he is so passionate and loving.

Now I feel it is time for me to break away. Sometimes I feel so bad that I do know what to do. I wish I had never gone to the church. More especially when the wife and children are very good friends of mine. I feel guilty when I sit in the congregation and he is preaching. Sometimes all I see is our lovemaking. What Should I do to end our relationship peacefully?